Warning: Angst Below

This is just a heads up to those of you who haven't read it yet - my previous post, the one I wrote last night, is pretty angsty.  It was also written around 2:00 AM, and it probably shows.  I could take it down, but I'm not going to, because I think there isn't enough emotional honesty in the world.  Too many people ask, "How are you?" and don't expect a real answer.  So the entry below is pretty much me at my lowest and most melodramatic.  That's okay.  It's a part of who I am that doesn't make public appearances very often, and I feel like I don't want to hide that part of myself away anymore.